Mrs. Dalloway and Animal Crossing
The first time I played Animal Crossing was probably in middle school. I booted up dolphin emulator and I would just play as a villager among a town of wacky animals. The game took a step back into more relaxing gameplay, unlike others I played. I could fish, dig up fossils, catch bugs, buy furniture, decorate my house, and organize parties with loan shark raccoons. (Sound familiar huh? New Horizons wasn't a revolutionary game either).
Now why did I just ramble about Animal Crossing? It was a very conservative gameplay that tried to emulate a conservative lifestyle. But it was Addictive. It felt like careless life. No homework, no school, just make money from fishing and bug-catching, pay off my debt to the loan shark raccoon, buy furniture and clothes, and decorate the house. And while I do belief to some extent that Clarissa Dalloway was socially pressured into her Conservative lifestyle, it also had an addictiveness that caused her to stay within the confines of it for so long.
Her life is almost that of a careless one. It is perceived that she is "socially pressured" but at the same time she has never had more freedom. In my view, she is almost a parasite to Richard Dalloway, almost gaining every benefit his class and position has to offer, but at the same time giving nothing in return. She could spend her days doing anything she wanted: buying flowers, shopping, and throwing parties for the aristocrats. It's addictive like the emulatory lifestyle offered by animal crossing to me: no responsibilities, just freedom.
Yet there were moments, where Peter came into her life again and disrupted this certain rhythm. For me, it's like the reminder I have an essay due the next day while immersed in playing Animal Crossing. It stresses both myself and the assignment, just like the story.
The ending of Mrs. Dalloway was very sneaky in this way. Sure, Clarissa said Septimus had kept his soul but lost his life. In turn, she had kept her life but lost her soul. We never see her perspective again, which to my belief shows that she continued her ridiculously soulless, irresponsible, and addictive lifestyle.

I think your comparison of Mrs. Dalloway to Animal Crossing is really interesting (and something I was not expecting to read). I do get the sense that Clarissa is kind of stuck within the confines of her life as a politician's wife, however I don't think I really agree that she is "addicted" to this role. I think it is more likely that she has lived this way for so long that she doesn't know how to add anything to her life or begin to pursue other things. Additionally, I definitely don't agree that Clarissa is a "parasite". It seems to me that, though Clarissa gets some satisfaction from throwing parties, they are ultimately a symbol for how she has had to dedicate her time and energy to upholding Richard's image and her own status as a socialite. I wouldn't say that her life is without responsibility at all.
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